my best.

hold up, sit down
that’s what i tell myself
when my heads spinning around
i don’t really know why i care
so much about future me
when i know it that it just ain’t fair
to right now, why can’t i just be

i’m sorry i get quiet sometimes
probably from the riots in my mind
i got hurricanes in my heart
tornadoes in my chest
i’m a natural disaster
chasing too many answers
but i promise that i’m doing my best

i know, you try
to really understand
the madness in my mind
and i wish it was easier
to explain why i overthink
but it’s just the way i’m wired
thoughts overflowing out the sink

i don’t mean, to be so cold
trust me, believe me i know
i’m working at it,i wanna fix
every single wire that don’t fit
just believe me when i say
i can’t help that i’m this way